Sometimes I feel like

Recovery is just

Forgetting the profundity of understanding my own smallness

 

Sometimes I feel like

My medication is just

A smokescreen blinding my mind from seeing the truth of my own futility

 

Sometimes I feel like

Relapsing is just

Taking a moment to think about my own place in the universe

 

Sometimes I feel like

Humanity is just

A bumbling pox on the Earth that would be better off without itself

 

Sometimes I feel like

Love is just

A hopeful majority’s naive inclination to trick itself into behavioral continuation

 

Sometimes I feel like

My life is just

Nothing.

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